*Saturday, March 26, 2005*
Had a good day today. Firstly, sorry to Michael for not able to go to your church today. Had evac accred in the morning, followed by taking my passport sized photo for army, followed by meeting max, van, huda, david, alvin and ambrose for movie.
Ms. Congeniality 2
Before it started, we managed to see Wendy Teh, which we have not seen her for quite a while. I felt glad to be able to see Wendy but it was during her working hours. :D
Next, is the movie. the storyline and plot was kinda predictable, but the scenes were hilarious and cool. It was quite worth the $$$ and it satisfy my movie crave after 3 months w/o one.
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Surprisingly, I heard tt some juniors think tt my batch ofVIs are antisocial & "clickish". I felt kinda curious and sad. Firstly, i think we are quite sociable, whereby we try to communicate with e juniors as much as possible and if my batch of VIs go for meals, we would ask along other ppl too.
Next, I think we are not "clicklish" cuz I feel tt my batch can work independently like we can separate ourselves in different events when we are required to. We are not those kind like, "Since Huda or Max or David not helping, I not helping too", but is this the recent trend of the juniors??? participating only in grps?? Well, its not up for me to say anythiong abt tt. Maybe its the different training and way we were taught? I dunno........
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Another news tt I heard is tt I m promoted??? Still hope tt its not true, cuz I feel tt I m still not matured and not tt capable to get PCO rank. Really think tt i m not cut out for it, cuz i still have much to learn. Well, anywayz, Brothers rmb our promise??
Lastly, I m really curious who reads my blog ever since the last 2 posts. For some ppl, pls dun be too shock tt the posts came from me. For ppl hu reads my blog, pls leave a comment to say its you, tell me online or message me? Thanks
Chee Keong
Chee Keong posted @ 4:00 PM
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*Friday, March 25, 2005*
Yoz, for some ppl who r wondering why i can be online almost everyday is cuz i m posted as an
admin support assistant (ASA aka clerk). My working hours are from 7.30am to 6pm on weekdays, unless i kanna 'extra', which means either guard duty or ops room duty, den i will have to stay in camp, other den tt, i m at home...
My Job Scope:
I m supposed to learn how to charge NS ppl if they commit mistakes like AWOL (absence w/o official leave), skipping IPPT, insubordination, blah blah blah. They would either kanna fine or detention or extra...
On top of that, i supposed to learn MOB (mobilisation ie e one u see green things flashing on ur tv).
Learning charges is boring, cuz i haf to read thick books on charges, which is similiar to army lawyer and i feel like sleeping. Bascially these few days, life is juz too and super slack in army. I did
nothing but photocopying books, cutting papers, answering calls, sweeping e floor, blah blah blah, which means all e sai kangs (dirty work).
I dunno why, but i really feel tt i can spent this time better, doing more efficient stuff other than clearing up e office! It gets on my nerves!! I dun mind going for tough physical trg like guards, at least it trains my fitness... Its juz saddens me to stay in e office and stone when i have nothing else to do.. WHY??? Being too skinny is definitely not a reason to put me in PES C. I cleared my IPPT and got silver but so? I m just a worthless sai kang warrior who the Medical Officer (MO) tink i cant do anything but sai kang. Haizz
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Well, i do noe ppl in PES C are e backstage working force for e army and i m trying to convince myself on tt, but its e working attitude inside and e office politics tt i hate...
Just really hope tt in JUNE05, when my temporary pes c status is up, i can upgrade to pes b. Meanwhile, i will try to FATTEN UP and leave e 38kg barrier......
*HOPE*
Chee Keong posted @ 2:30 PM
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*Sunday, March 20, 2005*
Hi to whoever is reading... Its been a LONG TIME since i have blogged, and hope when u read it, u dun get shock!!!
190305 - The Other Side
I dunno y, sometimes i feel very useless and upset... Look at Max and Huda, they r e capable ones and yet when i see them exhausted, i am not doing anything to help them... Ppl may disagree with me but in my eyes they r trying their best. Isnt it true that they haf always been fighting for the benefit of the VIs and cadets, yet it appears to me that not many ppl r appreciative to their efforts. I m seriously losing respect for some officers in terms of some decisions made. Maybe i m not at e bigger picture to view y some decisions r made like no camps and specialisation of only one skill is required. I m not capable in any aspect nor good with words. Maybe NATO suits me the best, cuz i have not done anything to help my brothers and sisters when i see them feeling down..... Its a very sad feeling to see them down and i cant do anything...
POWER HUNGRY
Ever since last yr, when ACWO was established, this was an issue. Sometimes it just saddens to hear that ppl r playing mind games to curry favour AY. Why cant we be down to earth and just do our part. Is sieving out the capables really tt impt? Is power really that impt? The purpose is to be authoritative and to command ppl and to gain respect? I just hope that juniors pls really think about the reason y u r here as a VI. Like I repeat, things may not be necessary true from my blog, but i m really sick and tired of hearing politics. U may become high ranking, so?? BIG FUCK?? ----A quote for ppl can ponder abt is "Its lonelier at the top"----
I would still remember wad i learnt in FDIC2001 that RESPECT IS WHAT YOU EARNED, RANK IS WHAT YOU GOT...
MY RESPECTED LIST
This differs from individuals. Huda, Max, Dor, David, Alvin, Josh, Van, WeiShan, Its really been a pleasure working with u guys and i haf learned alot from u ppl. Probably wad is really keepin me goin on is my BROTHERS and SISTERS. When will my light get diminished?? I really dunno...
PS: I m just a small fry blogging my zero cent worth comments and i haf no intention to challenge anyone. This post may hurt some people directly or indirectly, but to me
NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE...
Chee Keong posted @ 6:30 PM
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